Meaningless days

Life seems so routine for me right now..

morning--
..Fetch bro n sis to school....
..Then go off to work..

Afternoon--
..Finish work bout 1pm...
..Fetch sis from school..
..Come back home..
..Bathe..
..Sleep!..
..Wake up..
..Eat=)..

Evening--
..Watch t.v..
..On9..
..Eat again..
..Laze ard..
..Dream..
..sLEEP AGAIN..

Then the whole cycle starts again..
OMG!! this routine of mine have been goin on since be4 i wen to johor n wen i came back..
cant stand it! so routine..

no excitement!
no fun!
no challenge!

i need something new..
a whole new project for me to look forward to when i wake up in the morning..

Honestly i dun mind if i have to endure sleepless nights because i have to finish up watever work or project that is given..

I desperately need to feel useful again=p

Time to stop yapping n find something useful to do=)

maybe i'll go bungee jumping..
just a thought=D

Kotex=)

Wow!! i just got back from johor....
Phew...

I when to johor for a week for a Kotex promotion sort of thing where we when to schools and give talks on menstrual cycle n promote kotex! haha=p

A WHOLE WEEK without my family..i left for johor..my 1st outstation job..haha=)
and surprise surprise wel not so surprising already
i was the youngest there..

BUT i looked like i'm 20plus so they say=(
kesian la me..i dun wan to grow old n gray so fast..haha..
but wat to do got a mature look..its all in the genes.

It was rather exciting n totally refreshing to have been able to do this job even though it was a talked on pads..haha=p
To actually see and be apart of the whole set up..from putting up the banners to passing out free notebooks to students, it was so interesting to know a little bit of what happened behind the scene.

Plus i had the privilege to worked with Lavin Seow!! Malaysian celebrity! she is so pretty n hot! no kidding wei..and u would nvr imagine that she's a mother of 2! wow! haha..
Jealous-nya i=p haha..

All in all it was a wonderful trip but i'm so glad to be home..
i really miss home..my family..my car..my bed....haha=)

Obsession

ok ppl..

I'm OFFICIALLY a
DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES Addict!

No kidding..haha=p
i like re-watch season 1 n 2 plus i watch season 3 too in 1week or maybe less..
i practically parked my arse in front of the TV for hrs..haha..

Oh well..desperate housewives really got me desperate to find out their secret..haha=p

Damn!

omg..OMG..omg!!
SOMEONE actually saw me wearing THAT horrible horrible uniform!!
and of all the places to see me in that.....
Ah ging just had to see me on TEEVEE wearing that @#&*#!!! crappPppp!!!

Am flipping out right now!! *i tink i might be exaggerating on that*

i tink i got everyone disgusted just by lookin at me wear that..

Ya wel! being Fat is not a CRIME!
we heavy ppl have about as much rights as u skinny ppl do!

...Size 12 is not FAT says Meg Cabot n neither is size 14...

so ppl..dun let all the other ppl pull u down..its just not worth it darlings=)
U must love urself for hu u r no matter how u look like...

u are you n nobody can be like u...

Thats why u are one of a kind
Money can't buy that hun=)

RandomNess..

It was yesterday that i wen out with wuei ging.. Liping came along too..
so we had breakfast at Neelas..
wen we ate finish THEN Mr.Long neck(as ging calls him) a.k.a wei jun finally made his royal arrival..haha..was funny..
Anyway he borrowed dis
sexy..seductive..horny..yummy book to AH gING!!

Dang..tat book is seriously something..haha=p

i was like..

Me: u can get high reading tat u noe..
Ging: no..no way u can get high reading something
Me: Thats where ur imagination starts..duh! haha..
Ging: nope..no way thats happening..
Me: ookie baby! haha=p

Anyway i tink i'll check tat book out..haha!!!!

Then wuei ging, li ping n i wen to Mid Valley..
was supposed to watch a movie but it was too late for me cuz i need to fetch my royal Highness..
My darling SISTA!

So we wen walking ard..bought cheese cake..ate it..sat down..ate some more..haha..

THEN all of a sudden wen we were on the escalator..

Ging: Ker Yi..i admire u alot..
Me: Errr...why??? nth much to admire
Ging: I..err..admire u cuz ur a girl..
Me: Err..(looking really lost..confused..some point disgusted=p)
so u mean ur not a gal???

**Roaring with Laughter**

Ging: Thats not wat i meant(trying to composed herself after laughing so hard)
Me: then????
Ging: Just forget bout it..
Me: oOookie...wakakakakak!!!!

Well tats about all de happenings today..

Oh yes..MY Darling Wuei Ging started college..at HELP.. she need lots of it i guess..haha=p so happy for her on starting her new life=)

Sad times worth remembering

i cried..and cried...and again ...and again..

every single time ppl ask or comfort me..tears start to fall down my cheeks..dem..its not like i wan to but just cant help it ya noe and that sucks...Really suck.

ppl keep on saying that it'll be ok..
its not the end of the world..
half the billionaires were academic failures..

But even with all those word of comfort i dun feel any better...its making it worse..haha..
well this is how a sore loser feels...dem!
Cant help it baby...a broken pride..something that needs times to heal..haha=p


i couldnt recall the last time i cried this hard....

During my mum's passing away???
Nah..i sort of knew it was coming and i guess my siblings n i were prepared for the news..tears did fall...ofcuz it did or not i must be some robot with ZERO feelings.....haha.
But anyhow thats over n i'm glad it is because to see her suffer in pain n agony was enough to tear me to 1000pieces.
will always n forever love u.

My fight with rina when we were in f2???
I think that was probably the last time that i cried so hard well until now that is..haha..
we were young..14yr olds..had a little misunderstanding..wel was partly my fault..
thinking back it was such a foolish thing to get angry with..
basketball** maybe something more**..
yup..jz because of that.
as far as i remembered...haha..
jeopardize our relationship...sad..we were best of frens...
anyhow thats over...we r ok now...
so cool to hv her company..
she's flying off to Perth n staying there for good..haiz...
Will miss u n i sincerely apologize for all the wrong i did..
i'm sorry.

okie! enuf of the sad sappy stuff...
woah...typing this brings back old sad feelings..ish..

well socializing is out of the question now for me..haha..dun tink i can handle the pressure...not yet..gimme some time..haha..
pls hv mercy..for i am only human.

thanks wuei ging for sticking by me n listening to all my stupid n unreasonable complain..

thanks ker chi for taking me out to watch a movie with u n trying ur best to make me feel better.

thanks zia yen for calling n making feel better n for taking away some of my moodiness..

thanks eyes for letting me cry u tired...haha=)

A gift from wuei ging

The other day, i went to Wuei ging's house after she begged me continuously..haha=p but then i told her i'll come around 2-3 something but she thought i wasnt coming but i did...ah huh..haha=p
not the ffk queen anymore..haha..
but she thought i wasnt coming so she was bout to go yam cha with other ppl..hmm..
but its totally alright with me, since i had to fetch my sis from school soon..

Then she gave me a birthday card..haha..nice=)

Her writting..nice?? maybe yes...maybe no..most likely no..wakakaka=p


A closer look...




Big Apple donuts!! my 1st time eating them.. not bad..love the box!!! haha..
but i have to say J.co's donuts r much nicer=D

Bye bye Valentine's day....

Birthday Outing

I'm officially 18 baby!! haha! finally..
feeling kinda old though..17yrs pass by pretty fast..

Me, a valentine baby..
some ppl say dem lucky..nice birth date..hahaha
some say sad la u..get onli one present..birthday tambah valentine
some ppl will nvr forget Valentine's day but birthdays..different story la=p

But come to tink of it...i owe dis special day to my mum n dad...
they made me at such a right time..
estimation is awesome..haha=p

Today i woke up early..like 6.30am..fetch my bro n sis to school..
i'm on holiday n still have to wake up early..

Then came home bout 7.45-8am...tersleep for a while..maybe a little too long..
When i woke up..was bout 8.45am...
was running late cuz had to meet up with my frens at their college at 10am n i havent even bathe..haha!!!

So anyway somehow made it, then i kinda speeded a little..
oh wel..gotta break de rules once in awhile (actually i break it all the time =p)

Then finally reached KDU College...
very nice college...nice feel to it.homey feel...haha=)

Meet up with Jason...he took me on a little tour ard his college...
i love their cafeteria the most! awesome...
students actually operates the stalls there...part of their course..awesome..haha!

Then the 4 of us..Kiang,Natalia,jason n i wen to 1U...
We ate Chillis...yummy...
After finishing the meal, we couldnt even get out of the chair...too full!
stomach wanna burst open...haha=p
but food was nice..hehe..

Then we wen watch Jumper! it was so cool wei...
teleporting powers..i so wish i can teleport...awesome...
n Hayden terlalu leng chai adi...man..*drool*
movie was ok...not that bad..

That was pretty much how my day wen to day...haha..

Ang Pau pressie from daddy....amount top secret..hahaXD
Thank you so much dad! so cool...dis must be the 1st time he has given me a pressie for my birthday...haha!! cool huh...haha..

Got rose summore...haha...jason gave..haha! Thank you=] btw its still alive! haha!

Lovely choc from my dear fren yoon hung..who is currently in NS..haha!! love them..thanks so much!

Last day as a 17 year old

Hmm.... Today is de last day i'll be a 17 year old...
Tmr is a new day where i'll be officially 18! 18! can u believe it..wow!

i'm already so old..another year passed by so fast giving no notice to us humans..haha!

A new year...new me..a 18 years old me..haha!!

but somehow i cant feel de excitement of it all..
maybe when u reach to a certain age all of this are just things u celebrate..
or maybe u need ppl tat r important to u to share de special moment with...
to make it memorable....
maybe..just maybe...

well...tmr is another day...been living for 18years...
it wasnt tat bad...
had my happy moments n definitely had de sad ones too...

everytime happy not exciting leh..haha=p

well...guest i'm moving on to a new stage in life n i intend to make it a a truly exciting one..

gotta live life with excitement....

Missing U all..

Its been like forever since i last saw all my frens..
I feel like i'm completely isolated from the world..like i'm trapped in a world of my own...

I have been so bz wid working..if i'm not working i'll be DEAD tired!
I practically slept for 17hours after a 4day work marathon...

17 HOURS imagine that!!!

i dun tink i have ever slept that long..ever..haha=]
After having so much of sleep i still look terrible..like a undead zombie..haha!

Sad... i noe...but oh well..life goes on..haha=)

I missed all my dates with my hottie wuei ging..ahHhhh..
Stood her up so many times..
(she's probably nodding her head wen she reads this part n go ya lah u ffk Queen)

And yes...i have been crowned...FFK Queen of the year...
thanks to all my last min responsibilities n jobs..haha..

I MISS U ALL!!!

-mY Darling hottie ah ging
-Denise
-Eng hoe
-Wei Jun
-Wan Zhen
-Kks(wonder how's he doin in ns)
-Ah peng
-seng yu

My Kasturian(where r u guys!!!)
-Zia yen
-Mark aka maki
-Ethan
-Aaron
-Evon
-Theng aka jason
......U guys better turn up soon....haha=p

My dear frens from SM Stella!! ...God i miss u all LOADS!!!!.....the list is just too long cant finish typing..