Damn!

omg..OMG..omg!!
SOMEONE actually saw me wearing THAT horrible horrible uniform!!
and of all the places to see me in that.....
Ah ging just had to see me on TEEVEE wearing that @#&*#!!! crappPppp!!!

Am flipping out right now!! *i tink i might be exaggerating on that*

i tink i got everyone disgusted just by lookin at me wear that..

Ya wel! being Fat is not a CRIME!
we heavy ppl have about as much rights as u skinny ppl do!

...Size 12 is not FAT says Meg Cabot n neither is size 14...

so ppl..dun let all the other ppl pull u down..its just not worth it darlings=)
U must love urself for hu u r no matter how u look like...

u are you n nobody can be like u...

Thats why u are one of a kind
Money can't buy that hun=)

RandomNess..

It was yesterday that i wen out with wuei ging.. Liping came along too..
so we had breakfast at Neelas..
wen we ate finish THEN Mr.Long neck(as ging calls him) a.k.a wei jun finally made his royal arrival..haha..was funny..
Anyway he borrowed dis
sexy..seductive..horny..yummy book to AH gING!!

Dang..tat book is seriously something..haha=p

i was like..

Me: u can get high reading tat u noe..
Ging: no..no way u can get high reading something
Me: Thats where ur imagination starts..duh! haha..
Ging: nope..no way thats happening..
Me: ookie baby! haha=p

Anyway i tink i'll check tat book out..haha!!!!

Then wuei ging, li ping n i wen to Mid Valley..
was supposed to watch a movie but it was too late for me cuz i need to fetch my royal Highness..
My darling SISTA!

So we wen walking ard..bought cheese cake..ate it..sat down..ate some more..haha..

THEN all of a sudden wen we were on the escalator..

Ging: Ker Yi..i admire u alot..
Me: Errr...why??? nth much to admire
Ging: I..err..admire u cuz ur a girl..
Me: Err..(looking really lost..confused..some point disgusted=p)
so u mean ur not a gal???

**Roaring with Laughter**

Ging: Thats not wat i meant(trying to composed herself after laughing so hard)
Me: then????
Ging: Just forget bout it..
Me: oOookie...wakakakakak!!!!

Well tats about all de happenings today..

Oh yes..MY Darling Wuei Ging started college..at HELP.. she need lots of it i guess..haha=p so happy for her on starting her new life=)

Sad times worth remembering

i cried..and cried...and again ...and again..

every single time ppl ask or comfort me..tears start to fall down my cheeks..dem..its not like i wan to but just cant help it ya noe and that sucks...Really suck.

ppl keep on saying that it'll be ok..
its not the end of the world..
half the billionaires were academic failures..

But even with all those word of comfort i dun feel any better...its making it worse..haha..
well this is how a sore loser feels...dem!
Cant help it baby...a broken pride..something that needs times to heal..haha=p


i couldnt recall the last time i cried this hard....

During my mum's passing away???
Nah..i sort of knew it was coming and i guess my siblings n i were prepared for the news..tears did fall...ofcuz it did or not i must be some robot with ZERO feelings.....haha.
But anyhow thats over n i'm glad it is because to see her suffer in pain n agony was enough to tear me to 1000pieces.
will always n forever love u.

My fight with rina when we were in f2???
I think that was probably the last time that i cried so hard well until now that is..haha..
we were young..14yr olds..had a little misunderstanding..wel was partly my fault..
thinking back it was such a foolish thing to get angry with..
basketball** maybe something more**..
yup..jz because of that.
as far as i remembered...haha..
jeopardize our relationship...sad..we were best of frens...
anyhow thats over...we r ok now...
so cool to hv her company..
she's flying off to Perth n staying there for good..haiz...
Will miss u n i sincerely apologize for all the wrong i did..
i'm sorry.

okie! enuf of the sad sappy stuff...
woah...typing this brings back old sad feelings..ish..

well socializing is out of the question now for me..haha..dun tink i can handle the pressure...not yet..gimme some time..haha..
pls hv mercy..for i am only human.

thanks wuei ging for sticking by me n listening to all my stupid n unreasonable complain..

thanks ker chi for taking me out to watch a movie with u n trying ur best to make me feel better.

thanks zia yen for calling n making feel better n for taking away some of my moodiness..

thanks eyes for letting me cry u tired...haha=)